Sex Drive

I’ve got my latte in hand at the Chapters book store, and I’m wondering why the fuck I still come here. Most of the books have vanished. In their place are gadgets, like this single salt shaker. Its delicate crystals sparkle under its own spotlight, as if it were haut couture and not simply $30 worth of pink salt.

I ignore it in protest, and head for the free magazines. I’ve been meaning to catch up on Harvard Business Review and the Economist so I can appear to be informed at work. I grab a thick stack of favourites and settle into the wicker chair.

I’ve barely gotten through my third article in Maxim (hot sex tips from college women) when my phone buzzes. It’s only been a half hour since I had my throat slammed, but I’ve forgotten to turn off grindr. I get ready to tell whoever it is to buzz off.

I know him. He is a rare treat and I change my mind when he offers to drive. It’s nice to be desired. Yes, I think some car fun would be exciting today.

When he pulls up in a blue SUV. I hop in. He grins at me, eyes sparkling with anticipation. His arm is draped over the steering wheel. The asian 23 year old’s straight black hair is thick and well groomed. He’s wearing a blue T-shirt and some tin grey jogging pants, somewhat rumpled. It looks like he threw on whatever he had on the floor.

The first time I sucked him, I’ll never forget the look on his face. It seemed like it was life changing for him. He later confided that he felt terrible because of his boyfriend, and he stayed good for a while. But inevitably, he would come back to me and I was happy to oblige. All told, we’ve been together eight times, and each time is perfect. He doesn’t take too long, shoots a good load, and he really appreciates it. I can see it in his face afterwards. He doesn’t need to say it. Oh, and don’t worry about the boyfriend. He’s gone now.

“Sweet car,” I tell him. My own car is too small for action. I could do a lot with a car like this.

I don’t know his name and I don’t want to tell him mine… or anything about me… which makes small talk difficult. I’m purely in this for thrills and spills.

“Where we go to?” he asks, in accented english.

“There’s a hotel up the street. I read that it’s being torn down soon up but has a huge parking lot.. We should check it out.”

We leave the Chapters lot and turn onto the street. I’m trying to remember how to get there. “I think you have to turn into the used car dealership to get to it. That’s fucked up, isn’t it? It was hard to find. I think that’s why it’s closing.” He doesn’t talk much, so I babble.

The hotel is a large building, but only three storeys high. It sits in the middle of a giant property. It had a swimming pool, corporate meeting rooms and until a few years ago, University Town’s best brunch buffet. Now the windows are covered in plastic and the front door is boarded up with spray painted pine.

We drive by a bulldozer. I quip, “Thank god, we’re not too late!” and he laughs. “Pull around the back,” I tell him. “There’s lots of space there, and it may be more private.”

The back of the building opens onto a grassy field, about a kilometer wide, and the only privacy offered is due to the sheer size of the emptiness. I squint in the bright afternoon sun, I can see into some office buildings in the distance.

He drives slowly to the corner of the lot and parks. He turns off the car and unbuckles his seat belt. It’s only then that notice that he’s already got his dick out. It’s brown and enticing, and I can’t wait to get my mouth around it. It pokes out of his jogging pants, which seem to be the official uniform for car fun. My mind flashes back to my first time, just over a year ago. It was eerily similar to this, and my tummy flutters.

He pushes his seat back and shimmies his pants and underwear down to his knees, exposing his thighs and a thick tuft of straight black pubes. I lay my hand on his abdomen, feeling the ridges between his hard muscles. My own cock shifts in my pants.

I lower my head and take him into my mouth, and true to form he gasps and bucks his hips up trying to get more into me. I torture him for a minute, barely touching it, just letting his tender penis get used to the host moistness of my mouth. He’s hard as hell.

“Somebody coming,” he says and jerks up, pulling down his shirt. I raise my head and I’m staring straight into the eyes of a fat brown guy wearing a turban and a dress shirt. Shit. How do I know him? Former coworker? Family acquaintance? He’s on a bike, and he swerves around the car and heads through the parking lot towards the street. FUCK! He stared straight at me and there’s only one thing I could’ve been doing. Looking for my contact lenses – in my friend’s crotch.

We’ve parked right in front of a bike trail. The car’s been off for a few minutes and it’s damn hot today. The air assaults my body, but neither of us wants to move the car. I can see there’s none else coming for now, and the damage is done, so I get back to my task.

Our skin is slick now and my cheek rubs easily against his thigh. It is satisfying to listen to his moans and gasps as he responds to every flick of my tongue. I’ve done it so many times with him that I know exactly how to bring him to the peak of ecstasy. A bead of sweat forms on my temples and drips onto his pants, creating a small dark dot.

I feel him shooting, deliciously and thick. When the spasms stop, I swallow it slowly and gently get the rest out as he moans and relaxes on the leather seat, stroking my hair.

“Thank you,” he says, pulling up his pants, and gives me a look that is every bit as good as the first time.

Slow

I set my latte beside me, and open my laptop in the cramped corner of the campus nature building. I’d prefer Starbucks, but I know he likes to study here.

I met him here last week, a Friday evening when I was working on my laptop. The 22 year-old’s profile was blank with only the words “Blow me” at the top.

“Yo,” he said on Friday. The first move.

“What’s up.”

“Chilling and need to be sucked.”

He obediently did what I told him to. Five minutes later, I lightly knocked on the door of my favourite restroom downstairs. The door clicked and he let me in. He stared at me a moment, wide-eyed, sizing me up.

I hung my coat up, moved to him and unbutton his jeans, pulling them down. He stepped out, and pulled down his tight black boxers. Under them was a lot of hair, and a soft penis, just peeking out of its velvety cover of skin. It was tiny, and I knew then that we would be having a lot of fun.

“Did you lock the door?” he asked, shifting uneasily.

“It’s locked.” I looked up at him, smiled, and wrap my mouth around his dick. He gasped and it inflated in my mouth. At full mast, he was only four inches. I could could do a lot with that, and I did. He pressed his full black pubes into my nose, and I was excited to find it only went up to the back of my mouth. I squeezed his cock head  between my tongue and the roof of my mouth. He inhaled sharply.

I was kneeling on the ground backed into the corner of the bathroom.He gripped my shoulders, holding me there while he fucked. His striped white shirt kept falling down over my nose, and I smelled laundry detergent before I lifted it up again. With his comfortable size, I could have gone on for longer, but after five minutes I longed for more control.

“Want to sit down?” I asked him.

He stopped, considering it, and then moved to the toilet. He lay back on its lid, knees in the air on either side of me, and I shimmied over to him. I sucked his cock, applying every move, everything I’ve learned in the past six months. But there was some doubt in the back of my mind. He was still hard, but nothing was happening yet. I stared up at him while I sucked. He lay there, eyes half closed, mouth open slightly, in an expression of raw sex. I kept going.

A minute later something changed. The bottom got rougher as it scraped against my lower lip. And then he breathed hard and bucked his hips and I drained him slowly, very slowly letting him down and out, until I was gently kissing his cock head as it lay on his thigh. We rested for a moment.

It had been a 15 minute blowjob. And when he sat up and thanked me, it was all worth it. The way his voice trembled, it was clear that this was the best sexual experience he had ever had in his life up til now.

All weekend, I imagined it over and over. I thought about him there, standing in the corner of the room, his butt thrusting in and out, and while I am knees beneath him. And then I saw him there, sitting on the toilet, spent, staring at me with surprised wonderment, eyes full of gratitude.

So I’m here again, waiting, and hoping. When my phone makes the thumping sound, I check it right away.

It’s him.

“Where are you?” he writes.

“I’m around :-)”

“Need some load now? Need to cum with your lips lol.”

My cock presses against my tight jeans, and I shift in my chair.  “I’m free,” I write back.

I hear the thump and it is not from my phone. Two chairs away from me, at the same long table in the cafe, a student checks his phone. I glimpse the blue and orange screen. I see his white striped shirt, and remember his intoxicating scent.

Fun times await.