Oh my god. That was intense. I stumble from the bathroom in the nature building, and ruffle my hand through my hair, trying to flatten it back down.
Well, I still had no idea but I’d gotten a tidbit of information. He was brown.
I smile to myself smugly. It figures, and fits with my theory I tell everybody who will listen. Brown guys are rough and given the opportunity, will treat you like their personal fuck toy. You don’t need to breathe. Suck it up, slut.
I still have no idea who he was. Obviously we had met before – he knew what I liked. When we’d talked on Snapchat I faked my way through. Of course I remember you 😂. I pull up my spreadsheet and go back through the dates, searching for Brown. At last I find him.
2018-12-17, 19yo brown. A bit rough.
Actually, his SC has a first name and I before I can help myself, I’ve pulled up a picture of him from the school paper. Yup, that’s him. President of the student union. Not bad.
A few days later I text him, we flirt a little.
Come to my office. UCC 340.
I show up at the appointed time. It’s a non-descript hallway, with only a numbered white door. I text that I’m there and he lets me inside.
He’s in business casual and has a desk, a laptop on it and decades-old binders of student-union documents on shelves around him. I feel like I’m visiting the principal’s office. Except I’m 40 and he’s 22. What the fuck am I doing?
He stands up behind his desk, and I see his hardon through his business casual slacks. “Take your clothes off. All of them. I want you naked,” he orders.
I do so, piling them in front of the door. I nervously look at the doorknob. “Is it safe?” I ask.
“It’s locked. Don’t worry.”
I walk up to him, cold and nude, and he puts his hands on my shoulders, pressing me down. I kneel down in front of him. Suddenly, I panic. What if he’s filming this?
He grabs my head, pressing it into his crotch. “Smell it,” he says. “Do you like that, fag?”
“MMmmmm hmm” I say, my face mashed against the fabric of his pants. I open my mouth and I feel the fabric wetting in my mouth, absorbing my saliva. I take a deep breath, infused with the scent of fabric softener and it makes me hard.
He grinds into me for a minute. After a while I I look up, stare straight into his face, hook my fingers under his waistband and pull his pants down. Instantly, his brown dick, now semi-hard sticks out at me.

He grabs me by the ears to hold me steady and rams his dick against my lips. I open up and feel it slide up against my tongue, lengthening with each thrust. He fucks my mouth a while, then sits on his office chair, pulling me with him so my face is against his lap.
His legs are squeezing together more tightly now against my torso, locking me in. “You’re just where you need to be, fag.” He holds my head and he’s slamming me down, again and again. My lips are on fire, I keep curling them over my teeth. Whenever I feel my teeth scrape against his skin I think I have failed, so I curl them over, only to be slammed against his pubic bone.
His belly is moving now, almost gyrating, synchronized with his laboured breathing as he uses my mouth and throat to masturbate himself. I can no longer breathe, because I can no longer synchronize my breaths with his thrusts. I am at his mercy now, I try to disconnect my mind. Yes, you need air, but you can breathe later. Be at peace. I allow him to move me. He works my head up and down so fast my lips are burning now as they rake against the skin of his cock, and I give up trying to hold in my spit, letting it drain out down over his balls.
Nothing changes, except his thighs grip my body like a vice as I suddenly taste his sperm flooding my mouth. If I were in control, I would stop now in case he gets sensitive, but he keeps his grip on my face and mouth fucks me a minute longer until he’s done emptying himself into his toy.
Finally, he releases me and I suck in a lungful of air around his dick, and collapse there, with my ass in the air, my face in his lap, and wait as his penis softens and spills the last of his cum. I let it sit in my mouth, appreciating its taste, somewhat like chemicals – he must be a coffee drinker – before I swallow a drop.
He grabs a box of tissues from his desk, takes out a giant handful, and wipes down his balls, then offers me the box. “Thanks,” I tell him. I notice that some of them come away pink, and realize with embarrassment what must have happened. “Sorry, I think I must have bit my lip,” I tell him. “No big deal.”
Once I have my clothes back on, I bid him farewell. “Thanks for the productive meeting,” I tell him, before the door swings shut.